june 18th, 2008, 3:20 pm

i have concluded that everything is a trap.

earlier today, i thought that i was going to gouge my eyeballs out.

now i'm seeing more than ever! unfortunately, the knowledge and emotions are distressing. smothering. suffocating.

A summer calm laid its soothing hand over everything, like death.plath, the bell jar, 113

so i go to sleep. and i wake up. and everything is the same.