april 23rd, 2009, 6:34 pm

i am such a lucky mess.

i’m going snowshoeing and camping this weekend.

then i’ll sleep in my clothes and wait for winter to leave.

<3

april 23rd, 2009, 1:09 am

yes, we were in the same place. but we were looking in different directions! you were looking at the tree while i was consumed by the immaculate rolling green hills.

perhaps there is still some room in my life for idealism. for love. for her.

torture chambers?
god damn!
i haven’t heard no shit like that in years!
edan, “murder mystery”

april 5th, 2009, 5:16 pm

i’ve calmed down, thankfully. if it wasn’t obvious, i’ve been pretty upset for the past few days.

as this semester ends, i’ll say farewell to coursework forever (or until i begin a doctoral program). i like the structure of classes, but i look forward to directing myself toward my specific interests. beginning in may, i will be concentrating all of my efforts on completing my master’s thesis. there are only 4.5 weeks between myself and the completion of these courses.

this year, i plan to take my first trip over the sea. this is a welcome experience. as i work on my coursework and thesis, my anticipation of such a trip will surely continue to build.

april 4th, 2009, 12:49 pm

tell me ‘bout your love affairs
tell me ‘bout your moral resignations

oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh
oh oh

tell me ‘bout your love affairs
i want to know all the lurid details

oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh

i want to die today
and make love with you in the grave

i want to die today
and make love with you in the grave

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh all day

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam

is this love of ours a lie?
is it killing me alive?

is this love of ours a lie?
is it chemically derived to ascertain

and sequester the pain?

ah ah ah ah ah ah

is this love of ours a lie————?
the unicorns, “les os”

two years ago, only part of this song was relevant. now all of it is necessary.

april 4th, 2009, 12:00 pm

i have rid my car of all music except for one cd. that cd has one song on it—the song from which i quoted lyrics in my last post.

and i heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts
and i looked and behold—a pale horse
and its name it said on him was death
and hell fought with him
cash, “when the man comes around”

or,

And when he opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, Come / And I saw, and behold, a pale horse: and he that sat upon him, his name was Death; and Hades followed with him.
revelation 6:7-8