i am such a lucky mess.
i’m going snowshoeing and camping this weekend.
then i’ll sleep in my clothes and wait for winter to leave.
<3
yes, we were in the same place. but we were looking in different directions! you were looking at the tree while i was consumed by the immaculate rolling green hills.
perhaps there is still some room in my life for idealism. for love. for her.
torture chambers?
god damn!
i haven’t heard no shit like that in years!
edan, “murder mystery”
i’ve calmed down, thankfully. if it wasn’t obvious, i’ve been pretty upset for the past few days.
as this semester ends, i’ll say farewell to coursework forever (or until i begin a doctoral program). i like the structure of classes, but i look forward to directing myself toward my specific interests. beginning in may, i will be concentrating all of my efforts on completing my master’s thesis. there are only 4.5 weeks between myself and the completion of these courses.
this year, i plan to take my first trip over the sea. this is a welcome experience. as i work on my coursework and thesis, my anticipation of such a trip will surely continue to build.
tell me ‘bout your love affairs
tell me ‘bout your moral resignationsoh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh
oh ohtell me ‘bout your love affairs
i want to know all the lurid detailsoh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh ohi want to die today
and make love with you in the gravei want to die today
and make love with you in the graveoh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh all dayoh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bam bam bam bam
bamis this love of ours a lie?
is it killing me alive?is this love of ours a lie?
is it chemically derived to ascertainand sequester the pain?
ah ah ah ah ah ah
is this love of ours a lie————?
the unicorns, “les os”
two years ago, only part of this song was relevant. now all of it is necessary.
i have rid my car of all music except for one cd. that cd has one song on it—the song from which i quoted lyrics in my last post.
and i heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts
and i looked and behold—a pale horse
and its name it said on him was death
and hell fought with him
cash, “when the man comes around”
or,
And when he opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature saying, Come / And I saw, and behold, a pale horse: and he that sat upon him, his name was Death; and Hades followed with him.
revelation 6:7-8